Last week you posted the picture of this guy in Facebook. and if I may say, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!! THAT UGLY BLOKE?!!?? HE LOOKS WORSE THAN MY SHITE!!! I showed it to my friends to make sure how ugly he is and well you may say that 10 out of 10 spat would spit on his face and bury him on the ground. It is the face that launched a thousand shites!!!!! Remember that I am little OCD, well here is the thing. His face is so disfigured that my OCD is kicking in wanting to fix that sonofaeiuosjdglvhn’s face with my fists! I know that I am not that good looking compared to other guys there but COME ON!!!!! THAT!!!!!! IT IS EVEN SO HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT THAT THAT IS EVEN HUMAN!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!! Fine go with that ugly stupid being or whatever he is. One day his already disfigured face would look a whole lot fucking worse.
You always pushed me away even when we were together. There were times when I really wanted to be with you yet you told me not to go see you for no real reason at all. I wanted to visit you where you study so I can see what the people you go with there are like. I guess I should have risked it. But I did not want you to get mad at me or anything. So I just obeyed. I just waited. Then, now that you are gone I have been pushing my efforts to the limit because I want you back so badly. I still love you after what you have done. There is no changing that. I offered to wait even when it seemed unlikely. Right now it has sank in to me that you really are not getting back. We chat so rare, texts and calls seem impossible. After you have pushed me away from you I just felt so alone. I need you in my life yet you left me and even pushed me away…
I always told you to trust me. You never did. You always were scared that I would leave you for another girl. After three months of being together you left me… For another guy. I was the one you did not trust. Yet you were the one who ditched me. I trusted you with all my heart. I love you that much I let my guard down. You always assured me that I was your only one. Never on earth am I ever going to trust anyone again.
